I missed you today a lot. I looked forward to having a miniature me. I wanted to kiss your little nose and pinch your little cheeks (lightly of course). I wanted to hold you in my arms and get lost in your face. I figured you'd be stubborn and feisty like your mommy. You were going to be a total daddy's girl. You'd stick up for yourself and try to do what's right. I had so many hopes and dreams for you.
I saw Newsies the musical today. It was based on my favorite movie. I used to watch that movie all the time when I was younger. I probably would have made you watch it too. I knew all the songs by heart. I am disappointed it strayed from the movie. Jack Kelly was your mommy's first love. I was a weirdo and wanted him painted on my wall, but your aunt would never do it for me. It was sad.
It makes me sad you won't have a first love or watch movies with me. I guess it's good you'll never have your heart broken either. Not like I have. Losing you is, by far, the worse thing to ever happen to me. I love you and miss you always.
Love,
Mommy
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