Results

We heard back from the doctor about Genevieve's autopsy results. Everything came back normal. Obviously, everything wasn't normal because her organs filled with fluid and she died. 

At first the doctor thought my liver might have attacked her or she took in my bad antibodies. I'm relieved it was not my liver, but incredibly frustrated that we don't know what caused her death. 

It's hard for me to accept explanations like "it's god's will" or "life's not fair." There has to be some scientic explanation for something like this to happen. 

Luckily, my high risk doctor is really thorough and likes answers. She said in her message that there are other tests she can run. I'm hoping she can help us find the answers.